Jolie,
As you probably know I didn't get to talk to you on the phone at eleven when it was planned. I called but there was no answer. I called again but no one picked up so I left a message. I'm not going to let this get me down, even though it hurts me immensely to be deprived of your beautiful soul. I know that God answers prayers and I am praying every time you cross my mind to be reunited with you. I don't doubt for a second that it will happen. My resolve to be reunited with you increases with every ignored phone call and every time I text and do not get an answer it only serves to make me more determined. How could someone I married be so unfeeling is a question I have often pondered. Your mother must be a very unhappy person, because only miserable people seek to cause other people misery. It is a hard thing for me to do, but I have begun to add her in when I pray at night, just before I sleep. It's nearly impossible to do, but I am doing it. Not because I want her back; on the contrary. I have found someone now that complements me in so many different ways that it is eerie. You would love her because she is a lot like you. I'll tell you more about that later.
Don't let me get sidetracked. I pray for your mother because I know it is the right thing to do. I pray for you that you will remain safe from harm. I pray about a lot of things, but mainly I just am thankful for all the positivity that has come into my life as of late. You are included in that. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me and I am grateful for it. I will fight, kick, scratch, claw, love, hug, pray; whatever God tells me to do until you are in my arms once more. We will be reunited, Jolie, that is a promise from God through me to you. So take heart and believe.
I love you, Jolie.
Daddy
As you probably know I didn't get to talk to you on the phone at eleven when it was planned. I called but there was no answer. I called again but no one picked up so I left a message. I'm not going to let this get me down, even though it hurts me immensely to be deprived of your beautiful soul. I know that God answers prayers and I am praying every time you cross my mind to be reunited with you. I don't doubt for a second that it will happen. My resolve to be reunited with you increases with every ignored phone call and every time I text and do not get an answer it only serves to make me more determined. How could someone I married be so unfeeling is a question I have often pondered. Your mother must be a very unhappy person, because only miserable people seek to cause other people misery. It is a hard thing for me to do, but I have begun to add her in when I pray at night, just before I sleep. It's nearly impossible to do, but I am doing it. Not because I want her back; on the contrary. I have found someone now that complements me in so many different ways that it is eerie. You would love her because she is a lot like you. I'll tell you more about that later.
Don't let me get sidetracked. I pray for your mother because I know it is the right thing to do. I pray for you that you will remain safe from harm. I pray about a lot of things, but mainly I just am thankful for all the positivity that has come into my life as of late. You are included in that. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me and I am grateful for it. I will fight, kick, scratch, claw, love, hug, pray; whatever God tells me to do until you are in my arms once more. We will be reunited, Jolie, that is a promise from God through me to you. So take heart and believe.
I love you, Jolie.
Daddy
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