An open, running letter to Jolie; my daughter.

The purpose of these letters is for Jolie to read when she gets old enough. Right now I do not get to see her or talk to her. This is a poor substitute for that but it is all I have got at the moment. Read it, leave a comment if you like, and subscribe or leave an email address if you'd like to get my letters to my daughter in your email inbox. Thanks for visiting my page, and God bless you :D

Sunday, June 12, 2011

My Birthday wish.

Jolie,
 It has been a few days since I wrote you last and today is my birthday, so here I am again. I woke up this morning and as usual you popped into my head to say hello. Today is my birthday and I sure wish you were here to help me celebrate it.  Since you are not I will say an extra prayer for us and remain grateful that you came into my life.
 I really just miss you so much that sometimes it is very hard to keep my concentration. Every time I see another man with his daughter it reminds me of you. I talk to Niki about you a lot. It helps me to deal with your absence from my life. There isn't a day that goes by that I do not wonder what you are doing. All I can do about this is promise you that we will be together again one day. I know there is a long road ahead of me that separates us, but I am vigilant and doing everything I am supposed to do. I am taking one step at a time, baby steps, in order to prepare the place for you to be here with me in the future.
 I have been calling your mother trying to get through to talk to you but my calls are still being ignored. I am not surprised by this behavior but it still hurts me. A lot of times I get so aggravated with that I want to scream in frustration. There is not a lot I can do about this situation right now. I have a plan, though. So for now we will have to be patient and keep praying. I know you still believe in me and I will never give up on you Jolie. You are at the center of my love and I cannot ever see letting you go. I am going to fight for you until the day comes when you and I are together again. I love you so much! You are my little girl, and Daddy loves his baby! I miss you so much right now it is a physical pain. I pray you never have to feel that kind of pain. I pray and hope.....I miss and love you Possum. You are in my thoughts today.
I love you Jolie.
Daddy