Jolie,
It has been a few days since I wrote you last and today is my birthday, so here I am again. I woke up this morning and as usual you popped into my head to say hello. Today is my birthday and I sure wish you were here to help me celebrate it. Since you are not I will say an extra prayer for us and remain grateful that you came into my life.
I really just miss you so much that sometimes it is very hard to keep my concentration. Every time I see another man with his daughter it reminds me of you. I talk to Niki about you a lot. It helps me to deal with your absence from my life. There isn't a day that goes by that I do not wonder what you are doing. All I can do about this is promise you that we will be together again one day. I know there is a long road ahead of me that separates us, but I am vigilant and doing everything I am supposed to do. I am taking one step at a time, baby steps, in order to prepare the place for you to be here with me in the future.
I have been calling your mother trying to get through to talk to you but my calls are still being ignored. I am not surprised by this behavior but it still hurts me. A lot of times I get so aggravated with that I want to scream in frustration. There is not a lot I can do about this situation right now. I have a plan, though. So for now we will have to be patient and keep praying. I know you still believe in me and I will never give up on you Jolie. You are at the center of my love and I cannot ever see letting you go. I am going to fight for you until the day comes when you and I are together again. I love you so much! You are my little girl, and Daddy loves his baby! I miss you so much right now it is a physical pain. I pray you never have to feel that kind of pain. I pray and hope.....I miss and love you Possum. You are in my thoughts today.
I love you Jolie.
Daddy
It has been a few days since I wrote you last and today is my birthday, so here I am again. I woke up this morning and as usual you popped into my head to say hello. Today is my birthday and I sure wish you were here to help me celebrate it. Since you are not I will say an extra prayer for us and remain grateful that you came into my life.
I have been calling your mother trying to get through to talk to you but my calls are still being ignored. I am not surprised by this behavior but it still hurts me. A lot of times I get so aggravated with that I want to scream in frustration. There is not a lot I can do about this situation right now. I have a plan, though. So for now we will have to be patient and keep praying. I know you still believe in me and I will never give up on you Jolie. You are at the center of my love and I cannot ever see letting you go. I am going to fight for you until the day comes when you and I are together again. I love you so much! You are my little girl, and Daddy loves his baby! I miss you so much right now it is a physical pain. I pray you never have to feel that kind of pain. I pray and hope.....I miss and love you Possum. You are in my thoughts today.
I love you Jolie.
Daddy
You must free yourself from attachment to progress spiritually. The separation from your daughter is the same cycle which started with your mother. Why has this manifested? Because you never let go of the anger towards your mother. Your own mind has manifested this. Now stop and be angry at these words. What is anger? Again anger is attachment because your view on what reality should be may differ from what has manifest. You are only responsible for your own actions. Addiction hysteria and madness are all offspring of attachment. Shed your emotions. Stop being so human. Emotions are useless they never get anything accomplished they only impair. And with you all emotions eventually end up manifesting as anger anyways. To reach the next step of your souls evolution you must control your emotions. Many emotions are a trained response and you can retrain yourself to be emotionless to the exact same stimuli. Replace emotion with logic. Stop letting your emotions manifest bad things in our life. Allow logic to manifest what you program. Replace anger with laughter. Anger is a pathway to darkness. When two Samuri meet on the battlefield the one filled with anger is judgment impaired. The one who is free of emotion and has accomplished the state of no-mind will cut down the weaker mind plagued with attachment. If you love something you must set it free. If it returns to you it will be yours forever. You now have a choice you can be angered by these words and trapped in an endless cycle of attachment for all eternity or stop being human and reach the next step in magickal evolution.
ReplyDeleteI also have another choice you neglected to mention. I can ignore your nonsense, George.
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